d309 double means

oottoon

august... e11even

Euchured again... july twenty six...

july twentytwooo

Jultwlevey

july day eight

three days to june's end.

june's twenty third day

june seventh double a

June secondead

may thirsty firt. - dear - dear - moe

may twenty four

May twenty

may seventeen bleh

may sixteenth

may tenth one and two, the snake

may ninth mur

may fifth, one, two. uh oh!

reply written. photographed on may 13th

april thirtieth - two

april thirtieth - one

april twenty ninth

April twenty fourth

April Twentieth

April Fifteenth

April eighth

April twelveth

April eighth

Naive – that's what I’ve been and things have piled up to make a landfill of memories.
I think back through the years - the years that I myself have made pointless.
If i had a cent of self-esteem back then i would have seen the signs, i would have tried to live it up a little bit...
These stupid questions of 'what if' are so stupid. We all ask these questions all the time, and we all know its such a waste of time... but we love to think of possibilities, maybe its not such a waste of time...
I shat my teens away. I threw them in that garbage pile of times that i hated, things that i wanted to forget... but I, only me, made it so painful and pointless... those years wasted. I'll look like the biggest dumb idiot trying to go back and have the years i never had... At least i will think of myself that way, many others may just not even notice or care. Advice i can see being given to a character in my situation "Stop Judging!" Enjoy yourself, and have a good time. "Stop feeling judged!" People like you when you're you, people don't like whiney mopey dopes.